The culture of my family

I love my family and I respect my culture of my family,when I was little girl my mom taught me to do my best to achieve my goal and make my effort finish my work.My father told me how to communicate with the people,and taught me to be a kind person.My sister was my aim to be an excellent one in any aspect of life,teaching me to stick on and come on.If have no their existence and effort I must havenot any success.So I was so thankful and love them,I miss them so much,but ,now i have no anything ,I can't offer them anything and cannot afford any economic problem,that makes confusion and cannot be happy,how I can do for myself,how can I do for me?