The friend not is which may depend upon

“depends on the parents in the home, goes out depending on the friend”, this is the maxim which we believe, but my personal experience actually let me have the suspicion regarding this. 　　Few days ago felt that both eyes are uncomfortable, looked to the mirror, in sent loses face has covered entirely the capillary, moreover also very much itched. Suffers with great difficulty gets off work, then hurriedly hurries to the pharmacy. However time not early, the small pharmacy mostly had already closed, my that position had the private car friend then to carry me to go to the far away a little big pharmacy. 　　The pharmacy sales clerk said to me that does not have doctor's medical certificate, cannot take the medicine to me. Then might trouble, because the eye will be uncomfortable the immediate influence my life. The pharmacy sales clerk said to me that he knew has ophthalmology department's several hospital telephones at night, he may telephone for me to relate, after and so on doctors for prescription, comes back to take the medicine again. After the pharmacy sales clerk helps I related, I am just about to prepare to embark, the friend actually be with troubled countenance said to me, that place too has been really far, did not want to go. I am surprised immediately am speechless. 　　By now, stood a middle-aged woman who buys the medicine nearby us with me talked: “you should better today go to the hospital, otherwise the time more tows, restores slowly. I know that hospital, or I deliver you to go.”I did not have the reply, the friend to join the words unexpectedly with enough time: “has been too good, too thanked you.”Gasps in admiration according to the circumstance really for him! 　　Boarded, I am somewhat restless, is a stranger after all, brings I went to me not once to go place, could present the accident? Some terror's scene starts to reappear in mine mind. But, I also without enough time regretted that ── sees a doctor is most important, other, also for the time being is too busy to think. 　　All the way with vehicle owner chatting daily family activity. The conversation, we have the same feeling expensively to the nowadays price. But not right, if I hit look for hospital, back and forth I want to spend am not definitely poor, this is my toil one day also cannot make, moreover everywhere must plan carefully the poor person who to my this lives, does not have the ample force to be so luxurious. 　　Arrived at the hospital smoothly. Doctor diagnosed that possibly was too tired, the rest created insufficient, eye itself not too major problem, also has written two bottles of prescriptions to me. Then I felt relieved. 　　Goes back on the road, the middle-aged woman drives delivers me, but also urges me certainly to apply medicine on time, later must pay attention, the work also left too goes all out. Listens to her urge on and on, my good move, likely listens to mother to talk incessantly is really same. In human sentiment light today, I am fondly remember this kind to talk incessantly! A warm current well ups, I did not know how should thank her to be only then good. 　　She has delivered me to the main house gate mouth, not once mentioned own name, also has not left behind any relation method to me, accepts is only I “thanks”. 　　Then, accidental meeting by chance, also overlapping, will seek from now on no longer a meeting. But, she gave my help actually to let me reduce in the physiological pain, simultaneously also increased me to the life courage. 　　In that kind of situation, a stranger meets does not strive for to stretch out hand of the aid to me, but that so-called friend has actually chosen the escape. 　　Originally the friend not is may depend upon.


I do not share your joy


I note pick the lotus, is in one time sings at the competition. I remembered oneself first, after having left office, sits arrogantly on the contestant mat, actually several people, the dynasty has not been in high spirits I look. I even attempt with the loud cough, arouses the failing to be elected singer's interest with to admire; What a pity, the surroundings are still a chilliness, several girls, but also in I self-satisfied hum in a low voice, not spare a glance white my. My joy, in bystander desolate, instantaneous gloomy. Picks the lotus at this moment, from the behind racket mine shoulder, the smile said: Peaceful, your singing sound, is really beautiful. I turn head, in glistens in suddenly the light which extinguishes, sees a warm current, from picks in the lotus gentle eye, overflows slowly, the moment, then soaked me to long for that the human shared the happy heart. 　　Hereafter, I with pick the lotus, then has become the friend who each other is closely linked. Picks the lotus is the appearance ordinary family circumstances also difference girl, except sings, she also does not have what thing again, can bring to bystander's attention. But I, is in department's recreation minister, not can only sing and dance well, the appearance is elegant, moreover is subject to teacher to like, the male student dotes on. I with pick the lotus to walk on the road, the common strange male student says something to smooth things over, I always iced cold pay no attention to their inattentiveness, picks the lotus but actually, feels sorry, the feeble voice song helps me to answer questions for them dispels doubt. Each second-rate they walked, I would “to teach that” picks the lotus: Forever do not be too good to these male students, otherwise they will reach out for a yard after taking an inch, annoy the human to be sick. Picked the lotus always cautiously to argue: But they are the sincerity like your talent, is also willing to make your bean or sweet potato starch noodles. How many sentences originally wants to refute to pick lotus, does not like does the human, why mine joy, bring with them shares? May often see she helps me “the scrutinization” the love letter labor, I have swallowed the words. 　　Four year university, I forever am a that group leading superior princess, but picks the lotus, then follows pantingly in me after death, looks at my infinite scenery. The lecture, the management, sing, each competition, I showed off. Is frequently I on the stage the light shining in all directions, picks the lotus to sit under the stage the light does not shine the corner, prays for heavenly blessing silently for me. The applause is most abundant, I would to pursue subconsciously pick the lotus the line of sight, as if only then in her there, that joy, only then maximum limit will bloom, and in instantaneous, will be fragrant, overflows full periphery each inch space. But love, in mine side, is prosperous enchanting. They in me, but is the roadside flower, likes, picks don't in the ear bank, is weary, then takes off conveniently, abandons it to pay no attention. As if always picks the lotus for an I love, tidies up the aftermath; But I, actually from have not thought that picks the lotus, is also one girl who with me same et al. protects the love, she needs, not only for others discernment love truth, but belongs to own one to love really. 　　yizhi dao the graduation, picks Liandu not to wait till this love, I once suspected that she in the graduation eve, has one to unrequited love, because she becomes very strangely likes dressing up, also several times puts on shyly taking advantage of mine clothes. But each time I ask, she actually shakes the head the denial. I was busy at to not having the time at that time to press pick the lotus, thought that she said does not have, that certainly is the clean blank. Therefore pulled her to appreciate my performance as usual, to her Xiu the boyfriend just the name brand clothing and personal adornments which bought to me, perhaps some time met colorfully, said with gusto to her listens. Picks the lotus indeed is very good audience, she always the time which will need in me, will deliver a reserved and refined will of the people the praise, and will be sharing my happiness heartfeltly; Down to I neglected frequently, picked in the lotus eye more and more abundant melancholy. 　　Yes, I consider only my love and the exams for postgraduate schools, had the most perfect result, actually only has forgotten, picks the lotus, is also a need person encourages with the female who shows loving concern, needs one, even if the intravenous drip joy, can ferment the fragrant good wine friend. In order to congratulate, my please many people eat meal on a grand scale, tell them me to recommend for admission to school read Good university's graduate student, but boyfriend, also has found a most satisfactory work. Human who invites, all the genuine and fake think highly of me, said that the heaven is really to my deep affection, lets my life, could not find any slight defect. My joy, in bystander's flattering, inflates to soon me, must submerge. But at this moment, I bend down accidentally from the cloud layer, is unexpectedly saw picks in the lotus eye luminous, extinguishes swiftly. 　　Picks the lotus first time, is also last time, in I boasted endlessly own time, looks carelessly takes care by, walks out ahead of time. Before afterward we are busy with the graduation many trivial matters, the relation are gradually few, wait for me to receive the graduation card that day, only then suddenly remembers, should go to deliver picks the lotus. But when I send the short note to hers time, her actually indifferently thanks, then declines me. I am not clear, press, she actually lets somebody cool off or calm down resists to answer my telephone. I lost the patience finally, the short note asked her, graduates, our friendship, also with was finishing? Picked the lotus is, only then has replied for a long time said: Is friendship, has arrived terminus; I thought that I for it, had already achieved well, hereafter our road, already was entirely different, you were also not unnecessary, to lose an ordinary friend, was excessively sad; After all, your periphery, the numerous flower resembles the brocade, fragrant four overflow ...... 　　I once thought that returns to oneself hometown small town work to pick the lotus lonelily, is only because envies, only then gradually to becomes estranged to me. Until one day, I after a competition, falls by the human, the excited winner to express the congratulation, buys the ice cream to give each contestant who gets down by her PK, I bare careless, admits between lips, actually detected, most loves the chocolate ice cream which originally eats, why doesn't know, becomes so bitter and astringent. When gains ground saw victor's smiling face, only then detected, originally shares a joy with the human, is a so difficult matter. But picks the lotus, is actually willingly, shared for 4 years with me. Is only in a final quarter, she only then suddenly in my perfect life, met her base and low. 　　But I, will actually be will be picking the lotus, will forget completely, will be only then clear, picks the lotus institute to share with me, will be this kind of open-minded true feelings originally.