Feels happiness, happy feeling

Did not know that writes anything to be good, in brief is very at heart melancholy. One returned to the lonely person of world. Every day works sleeps eats meal, does not live any color. Actually I do not dislike the such ordinary easy and comfortable life. But I yearn for the splendid life. How can let the splendor which the life changes? Must first have the power. But recent I, very deficient power. Material life without cause for grief, spiritual life firmly not in the least color. Felt that oneself is very lonely, has not been possible to pour out human. Has not listened respectfully to my innermost feelings emotion human. Sometimes secretly will shed tears. Felt that I have been neglected, even felt that oneself is forgotten by this world. Each people want to seek to belong to own happiness. I am not exceptional, sometimes felt that happiness is very far to us, but sometimes felt that happiness enters very much to us, as if in side. For example love, when it arrives, felt that oneself is very happy, in the life is full of the color. When love not, felt that leaves us is such remoteness happily. But present's we, for the food and clothing worry, will not be the beforehand societies after all, to fill the belly the age which will rush about. Then we but why worry? The majority is because of the emotion, no matter who is, is at heart the hope is cared, the attendance. For instance, from friend's care, family member's care, spouse's care. Will cause at heart warm. The one who why each person will be receiving puts first to think will be mother. Because she most cares about you, loves you, loves you. When our love, or has been marrying, you receive the grievance, the injury, first thinks can be he (she). Why is this? Because of them, is biggest mind emotion reposing. Also did not know that oneself wants to say what selects? What wants to write selects? In brief is being far away from the family member, person of I, am very alone deficient in the emotion aspect. The friends have drifted apart, sought for itself so-called “happy”. The family member in the side, the spouse does not have. Real felt that oneself is very lonely. The sentiment cannot obtain pours out, the emotion cannot obtain listens respectfully. Not any mood. Lives splendor which when can change. Happiness has to us far? Felt attentively. When feels arrives, you will discover that the beforehand all cannot be regarded anything. Actually I am happy. But you hoped that in this world, some person is happier than you, who can that be? That is the human who most love. Although you side me, I are in the world the happiest person, but I still hope that you must certainly be happier than me. If you are happy, that well treasures! If you are seeking for happiness, please should not be confused. The happy general meeting arrives. When approaches happily, asks you to realize attentively. With payout, receives in exchange for more repayments. I thought that I am happy!