No permanent love

No permanent love
Cried one night, also like a lot, past a bright, Lilizaimu, but have had the past, compared to today, is sad embarrassment.
Clean up the package this morning, want to leave, thinking quietly to the two issues, but when pick up the package, but I do not know what course to follow, but fear of want to go home to see my mother crying swollen eyes, the sister want to go, fearing she Qugen She asked me why I live in the days of the station platform one hour, but can not think I can go to the place. Like me can not be separated from here, but here is my home? » No, I headed here, I can accommodate you here »
Here, I am also all for the camp, who is also afraid of wrong things, Yuecuo Hua, Chen Jian Dad a good point, the two old but I Bajie their discussions, perhaps in their hearts, this family does not my position that their actions , What I think, I was really the outsiders. My disdain for them, let me physically and mentally prepared weakness, but I think Hani will support, I also have a comfort count.
Has been to, why we will come together, perhaps the sweet talk, perhaps the love interest, , perhaps there are many advantages. He would like me, maybe yes. . . . . . . . But that has been passing away.
The past, I have to make points temper, he always coax me, and today, he is even looking back at me sad, he did not cry. I really intelligence to Hekan. Even if I cry Ganchangcunduan, there谁知, who is also of concern. Today come to such a fate, is Zizuozishou, Tai Gaogu his past, I think that he can not do without, but only now understand that I did not, he will be like the sun.
He would like to extend the warmth of the big Shoubao I click, I think he will be there in the past to see me, I think he would worry that the evening will go hungry belly, I think he will mention to you that Baby Comment, wanted to sleep next to him this morning, I hope he will go back one. . . . . . , Today, understand, are in their Zizuoduoqing.
Him out, brush the teeth, still think he will come to ask me to eat breakfast » And so, no
He is back in the door, standing, I read a while, carrying the first, to see him look at me and thought, Hani still have my heart, mind happy, Liao Budao he say: You make good Under consideration, so that you tired, I tired. When he say this sentence when my heart fell to the bottom from the Peak, was hurled to the fragmentation. Heartache better than his body with a knife stabbed me also to the pain.
He go out, I was not too much, but that one, he tired, but I have been in a collision in the brain of my thinking.
The joy of a happy past, like in the movie-like scene in the brain of a player, but now I know that very clear, it has the past, present, Jiusheng I am a person singing Dujiao Xi.
Is not crying, because the eyes have been hurt, the tears are dry.
Remember the first place, he said a word, if trouble after the conflict, you must remember to coax me, and I certainly will, and Hello, he can forget. Remember, he said a word, as long as he would love me, I am not afraid of hardships with him, he forgot. . . . .
When he told me the commitment, he was completely forgotten the morning. Otherwise, today, he will not understand how a girl with his life for more than a year, how willing to breaking up.
He really wanted to leave, not because of his poor, but he no longer attaches importance to me, let me shame.
Hearts in the struggle, not walk, feel that their Sipilailian, and perhaps others Babu De mind, I can go faster. Walk, although painful, but finally can live a dignified.
He is also aggrieved person because I do not Clear the Air, never in his Lianshangtiejin, on the contrary, the net is done so that he face the matt, he is also tired, tired body installed outside the home I am thinking of tea by the drugs, heart tired.
He also did not think I can not place
He tired, I Chengquan his bar, hope that his future will not find this to me, one of the people are shortcomings.
Although I am able to suicide for the sake of his, but I also can not abandon the secular superficial. I do not want to go out and the students, because I feel that I am like an ugly duckling. And whenever they go out, they Tanzhe their children, their houses, their necklaces, Bawan in their mobile phone, I always chime in, but not always inserted on the mouth and can not be said so. Even if the material life than other people, but as long as Hani can be more than their men love their women, I am very happy, what are the values. Can Unfortunately, Hani than men so love their own women.
Tired, Xiangshui, but the mental and physical suffering, so that I can not sleep.
Buku, do not want to let his family see me so.
Do not miss, afraid of his past all the good,'ll leave.
Do not miss, because I told him no significance.