The beginning

The winter is more and more closed to me,but I don't know why I still feel warm.I guess because I start to understand to thank and treasure myself everything including my friends ,family and love.I ofen complained the life unequal in the past,it can't give me what I wanted ,no good childhood,no one like me or no one meets me,I think all are unsatisfied to me ,I see others whose friends what can do or characters how brave,and so on ,but today,I change everything ,every thoughts,at fact how happy I am.I have a good family who love me and care for me very much,even pride for me,I have a boyfriend who love me and regard me as an angel ,never make me cold and warm my heart,I have some friends who are kind and friendly to me ,we will play together, consider for each other ...
I am so happy,but why I lost myself in the past?At fact we need to learn to meet and love life,we everyone have a lot of things,and everything is priceless,no one can have the same thing,we are unique,so now we should make our effort do ourselves,never sat to die ,never say nothing