selfish world

I cried out at last,i didn't know how to change myself,i was confused and can't understand myself.at fact i have no happy days becuase i made so many mistakes,sometimes i was afraid of losing,so i try my best to stop everything but now i find i have nothing ,i must learn to protect myself and love myself,in the world no one can love you like love itself ,except our mum.
maybe from now on, i will be a great person,selfish and happy in the world.no one can attract me again and no one can make me cry,i need to be a real one.