politics war in china

I believe the Party and trust they are sevicing people in my memories.Every party from the troops and the wars i feel they are heroes.but now, it seems i am wrong,i don't know why there are so many corruption in all manifestations,even i lose my confidence to the people,no one dares to undertake and revolts the volience.no one help the person who was beated up by someobe even died.why?????I can't imagine the country ,th epeople who are you thinking?where is the kind-hearted?where is the morality?where is the right?where are they?????