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Thursday, September 11, 2008

Mid-Autumn Full Moon, who has been away?

In a few days is the Mid-Autumn Festival.

On the street is very busy, and I alone in a lonely single people quietly lying in bed thinking about many things happened in a daze………… sad tears in a daze

Holidays, families are so busy, excited. I am the only world is so quiet.

I am home, but never really felt feel at home. Home to provide me with material on the charity, but I have to the insufficiency of these, I am also, of a need to be loved, I need more care.

. He. He. He. He. He. He. He! Even if I am selfish it, who would have suspected this love more »! Who hate to be concerned about it»!

I want is more love! I want is more concerned about!

Said the truth, I was a very lonely person, but I did not write them in the face. Crowd of a few people I know «no. No one.

I have been a desire love, I just want to simply love.

Ordinary, healthy, warm and happy

What is love and be «What is love»

I do not know whether love is not for me! I did not love, I sincerely Quhuan point with love, but also so difficult. God »You Haobao you that the good guys and I do« I bad? «I did what God is the most clear. To see beggars I am begging in the street to his (her) to a sheet metal boxes, buy rice noodles. I give him (her) to eat is clean, not the rest. Although they are beggars but they are human beings ah. Yes people ah. I even had Liang Tiaojie to recover his (her) money! If only one, 2.50! Have not called! Even once, I have a home to her grandmother sent money to her bread, only because I saw her , A good feel miserable good pathetic, reminds me of my grandmother, Xiao Shihou in Waipo Jia, the family was not good, she always gave me to eat in, and so I did not grow up, and so I did not give her money to buy things, I She has a lot to buy a lot of eating is not willing to give me the savings of those things, all in all.

However, six years ago. She was taken away by the merciless God! Oh My! God, you are punishing me? !?!?!?!?!( Ha Haha. He. He……)

Kuguo! Laugh! Bian Kubian laugh but not tried.

Four months ago, on May 5, grandfather also left.

Four months, I am pleased to force their own, the results of their Haoleihaolei up, I am afraid of loneliness, fear of a person, I am helpless.

But the extreme, the thought of giving up their own, but the helplessness of this world, people, this flower, a wood, a grass, but so afraid of those injuries (few) people who care about me, so I hold back. I do not have the courage I can not, we can not!

But this idea is very frightening.

My mother complained that the grandmother died when I did not cry.

The contrary, my tears will Bishui less, it is in no one's time, in the dark, lonely in the air when Hou.

It even flow to the heart. Trickle-flow side.

Hey……. Now, I do not know if I have a love, hate or love.

The rest is a blank, all alone with the lonely tears.

Why is this?……

Hey…… also with my lonely hearts together.

Ha Haha. He ah. He………….

The dawn.

Lunar August 15, the Mid-Autumn Festival, the grandfather's birthday.

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