The serious love to a person, but he left me because his personality

July 06 I left my high school campus, I gave up studying, I am not overthe 18-year-old then, I went to his home run Internet cafes in the way identity card, I was happy playing, next to a boy With me playing this game I agreed. This was the boy's classmates to the location to him, I saw him on the understanding that he is my boyfriend (primary school students)'s younger brother, I will now add the He and his Columbia's MSN and asked his Colombian situation. His original work in the city, two months after the National Day after I left home by someone else's identity came to Shenzhen in Guangdong to work, not because of their identity cards It is too difficult to find a job, and I was the first time outside of life is very difficult and I found the junior high school students via telephone in her about my smoothly into their companies, and slowly begin to get used to. As time is running short, I go to work There is time to the Internet, one night, I saw the MSN on a new netizens, the way I read the information that he knew two or three months ago and the MSN, my primary school students. I gave him the beginning of the A message that he did not grounds me, I was also a message of "you really do not remember me?». "Later he asked me who is« I told him my name. His mind up, then he switched off With other people's chat window, close the window on the game so we chat for a long time long into the night. After graduating from primary schools from nothing to now, he told me how he is the junior high, had a girlfriend, the girl-love Zhengfengchicu jealousy, his most hated these people so on breaking up. (Which I also know that We recognize that the same school of a different class), there is a love of his girls, together with him as a sister, the sister and that girls are also contradictory. On the secondary school is kind of how, but also How to find work in his all all, we talk with each other over the past few years since the study / life is how before. He also said that to my memory very deep impression. Never have not forgotten, I am sure he is like me And he often called me asked me in the situation here. So we feel very good, never seem to find a similar sense of happiness, and even we did not advance agreement of the Internet will encounter every day He also online. That we really have is the heart Lingxi! Like Internet chat and he is a habit, if I see him on the head line or gray, I would be lost, until it becomes colored hearts are not able to say the Excited. On December 24, I leave, and I feel very heart of the emptiness that could not taste, always thinking about his heart, I am impatient to go to the Internet at night. On the line he did not see the Q online, I, and so on and so ah ah, his on-line, I'm very excited, I said to him, it is difficult to heart today, I was not like he has, he laughed and said he already had this feeling, Just can not say, that is not enough time to mature. So we chat about a lot of each other that their own ideas, in fact, he and I are on the primary school when the students, then we are Tongzhuo, but also from each other when our hearts are Good impression, he told me a good impression of our classes as early as seen from the students but I do not know, are built up from the original feeling is not so easy! I was the kind of depressed now are not, so we love , The first time that I deeply love. Every day we at least have a message or a phone call. At that moment, the most I was happy. When we have time to chat online late at night, the Yuebu Wan, also back after a long time can not sleep . He wanted me to return home New Year, I do not have to go home only by a few months do not want to go home, in fact, I want to go home ah, wanted to stand with him. He returned home New Year, to start with his parents in this matter, He also told me that next year will go to his uncle where science and technology, but to learn prior to Shenzhen to look at me, and I well pleased good excitement. Lunar New Year cold weather, I would like him at home, I would also like to him, and he called to you We were Woli chat 12 hours, that day I said to him: "We really love in too deep, I am afraid I have not you and I can not live, just like you is that I live for." He He also told me that he really must say that I am married to his wife, in his school to technology, I cried, and this is the first time I am very happy tears! Over the New Year, April 07 previous, He came to Shenzhen, we are unable to meet the emotional, we not only with a time of worship, because of his parents also reminders of the past he quickly technology, which is a few days I am the happiest days We are at about half the time lying on a bed in the past little chat about the future, I think that time flies too fast, a Sunday has passed, he will leave me to Liaoning, in the night before we take good static lying What do not want to say in bed, he kissed me, I may be reluctant to leave, I want to get the full, I did not agree, he Haotong heart, I know, because I never had such a feeling, I am afraid I Patong, I am afraid of the future ....... He will be the afternoon to the train station, I do not dare send him farewell, I fear, I ,.... good sad he left, I went back to factory work, I cried, Kude were about to faint on the whole, Tianhundean, he repeated the message to me that I have to recognize work, and so he must come back, let me come back, and so he married me, I have read the information only in tears, have nothing, ... day by day, I No thoughts go to work, I end my speech to the workers go home, go home, I told them my parents, the parents did not how attitude, but I also said that small before the age of 18 after there is still a long way. Is at home all day He called frivolous told me a few days ago in the study because there may not be using a mobile phone, his aunt requiring him every week playing a telephone to me, so I only text message contact with him, very few Internet, * L + E [! `! J2P) O. on the day of his junior high school when talking about his girlfriend and my QQ, I and many of her Liaoliaohenduo, chatting together like him that the girls, is the so-called his sister . Trio is junior high school classmate. I was only with their different classes with the school. Later, I chat to him on these and he said that he only girl as her sister, and I can not compare, I Am very happy because he and his sister has also been linked with so I am with Italy, because love has always been selfish because I love him too, because he snatched away by others. I am at home playing a half a month really do not Fun, I also had to work out, of course, he cares about me, I will ask the information in the side of the work, he also talk about the situation there. Because of his learning very busy, I work for the reasons we have very few The contact. He is not playing a telephone call per week, I have always thought that he is busy learning not bother him, let him call you like. But we love problems, too many for various reasons, Because I, his former junior high school girlfriend, his sister three of us, all associated with him. In the end he did not know what is the reason to contact me for a little more. Sometimes I will and his former girlfriend chat To these problems, his sister said was a stronger person. She is also breaking up with him because the girls. I have always thought that our love is firm, not the problem. I love him I believe his words. I have never Give him the information, to my birthday, he was the last one to call me. I am a bit angry. I just answered the cold language he did not what to say. I am 18-year-old's birthday is the tears washed . I cry at night in the yard. Taiwei Qu still do not know what is, too complicated ...... QC "g M)) n so we did not contact for a long time. It is unfortunate that my cell phone is available, I lost his contact numbers (he is with his aunt of the information the cell phone) I am very pessimistic, Internet have encountered no To him on the line and I give him messages, 51, has not returned to him. Later, I was beginning hate, because he was the former girlfriend said he had contact, is plane, said in his birthday He only played phone to his sister. I did not is because of his contact numbers. I would like to why the three of us, only I do not know if he's plane, I do not know how he is to me kind of an attitude. I The first message to his tears, he did not return, and I said I found that our love of eradicating corruption. I hate that time wrote that the heart of our Fen Shouba, in his 51, he did not return. I just Delete the message. r% @ 3b + of do not know why I have such a result, I Kude confusion I was not a complete person .. I finally saw the day he gave me the message, he said that before I give him the message that I In venting their own, with his aunt's cell phone to let the information I have a contact with him. But I think he is too busy learning, not his cell phone so I did not bother him, he said, I care enough, not Asked his side will not just Guo Dehao. Zhengfengchicu also repeated, jealousy strong, is the same reason, he said that if the final is in love with the will together. I do not know what he said What is the meaning. That day I finally could not find his plane, play the last call to ask clear, the call is connected, and I asked him know who I am? «Our two languages are more heavy, he answered very slowly low The voice. "Know" and he and I have almost no time to call a half a year, the atmosphere is very heavy, not for a long time to focus on. Finally, I asked him, "is not our feelings toward the dead." He said, "Xu Is! "I can not say that you love has been transferred to other people's body, he knew who I say is, it Jia Rui-ping! He said it was not because I love him I do not mind willing, we asked him No feelings no opportunity to revive the «But his answer is temporarily impossible, if you think about a person he had cancer he would revive it», I know, it is impossible, he and I talk about a long long time , Is only one topic, but he let me know the answer to what is the end, let me know that the "desperation" in how to write », a the same reasons I was too Zhengfengchicu, jealousy strong, and too disgusted with such a person, His personality, his life rules. Not only the regulation of Fan and his people can have a lifetime.