Enlish songs

Suddenly I fall in Love to the Enlish songs,maybe the culture attracts me and make me feel happy ,calm...I don't know whether I should how to selcet.maybe I have to give up doing something,the future I need to consider what will be suit to me,the job and the place,the love and the family,please give me some help,don't let me feel confused.I hope you are happy and safe,I hope however I wll make a desicion,you will support me!